2月7日 dude

its fuckin febuary.

MY FAVORITE MONTH!!!!!!!!!

the colors, the LOVE, the lights, just everything unffff ;A;

im like pretty much always alone, but i love valentines day SO fucking much!!!!!!

SOOOOOOO.

remember my bf i was talking about last post?

well its official. 

He is coming to chicago in exactly 11 days.

im freaking the fuck out pretty much.

SO MUCH TO DO. SO LITTLE TIME.

GOTTA GET MY NAILS DONE.

PEDI

GOTTA GET MY HAIR DONE

GOTTA BUY NEW LOTIONS/FRAGRANCES

GOTTA FINISH HIS VALENTINES DAY GIFTS

GOTTA PICK OUTFITS TO WEAR

GOTTA BUY NEW PANTIES C:

just.....yeah.

and meanwhile, hes at home just like

boys just dont know...they dont care.

this is is serious. this shit is REAL. ;A;

anyway, so last night me and mommy went to get tattoos!

my mom got chinese characters that said "always with you" on her arm.

and then i got a lotus flower henna tattoo with ohm symbol in the middle on my lower back.

that shit hurt........SO bad. like.....ughhhhhh

heres the rough draft basically of what i want

so thats how my tramp stamp looks, my next thing on my to do list is the spinal tattoo....but the pain i felt on that lower back tattoo made me second guess getting that detailed spinal tat......so heres a few that i was looking at

so blurry

better?

but i dont want my spinal design interfering with my born free tattoo on my shoulder blades ;A;

whats a gal to do!?

i may decide to just NOT get a spinal design because that shit was unbearable ._.

but i really want something in sanskrit

Let no one steal your peace = मा कोऽपि तव शांतिं चोरयतु

forever by your side = शाश्वतं पार्श्वतस्तव 

trailing down my back.

but fawk...the pain ;A;